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History


 We write history every day. Our own, personal, tiny kind of history.
It's small, but it's still history. A small line on an enormous white piece of paper. A tiny colorful line that happens to intersect other tiny lines on its path. A microscopical line that gets lost in the infinity.
It's funny, really. 'History' is such a big word. It encompasses such a vast volume of grandness and greatness and eternity. And we, as human beings, represent these tiny dots that you can't even tell apart from a fair distance. Yet we, insignificant creatures, write history every second. We, trivial animated things, are capable of excellence. Through our thoughts, words and actions.
And I have to admit, such an idea is kind of hard to ingest. On the other hand, it also creates a rather haunting sensation of randomness. Maybe even chaos.
It is random indeed - all of it. When we're born, who our parents are and what they've done with their lives up to that point, who their parents were and how each and every one of these people has been raised. How we're being raised. How other incidents happen to occur around us. How these incidents affect us. Our each and every choice. Every single word we utter. Every smile we smile and tear we cry. Every road we take, and every story we write without even realizing. And then there are all these people that enter our life by choice or chance. The way they act, talk, think, respond to random factors, actions, words. Their dreams and goals - short term or long term.
Our dreams. Each and every little dream or ideal that we develop.
All these things, and so many others, when turned into reality, create the world as we know it. Right now. This very second. And from this very point, it falls into our hands to write the rest of it. All the history that's left unwritten. Every single letter of it.
So, just how capable do *you* feel to write history?

Everything for free...


“I don’t know who you are…”
There are moments in your life when you just want to die.
.
“But you seem very nice…”
The pain is so immense that you don’t even want it to go away anymore.
.
“So will you talk to me?”
Because you know that there’s no way for it to ever disappear.
.
“Shall I tell you a story?”
No way to ever forget it.
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“Should I tell you a dream?”
And the worst part is that…
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“They think I’m crazy…”
… you are all alone when this happens.
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“But they don’t know that I like it here…”
Truth be told, we all end up alone in moments like these.
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“It’s nice in here…”
And we eventually accept it.
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“I get everything for free…”
Most of the times, we accept it for someone else, though.
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“Have you been here before?”
We make a sacrifice.
..
“Shall I show you around?”
Because, come to think of it…
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“It’s very pretty…”
… it’s way easier to bear your own pain…
.
“Have you come here to stay?”
… than to see the one you love dealing with it all.
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“Well, you sure picked a day…”
Way easier to walk away…
.
“My name is Billy…”
… than to stay and let the other one suffer.
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“It's my birthday, you're invited to my party down the hall…”
Not easy.
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“Where I go, what I'll become or who I am or what I'll be…”
Just easier…
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“I’ll never know…”
Selfless, if you will…
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“But I am sure that I’ll get everything for free…”

Q.1


"It happened exactly one hundred days after I married Andy, almost to the minute of our half-past-three-o'clock ceremony. I know this fact not so much because I was an overeager newlywed keen on observing trivial relationship landmarks, but because I have a mild case of OCD that compels me to keep track of things. Typically, I count insignificant things, like the steps from my apartment to the nearest subway (341 in comfortable shoes, a dozen more in heels)." (Ellen, Love The One You're With)

Traveling Light

I'm pulling my suitcase down
Packing the things I need
Just a change of clothes
And a porcelain rose
You once gave to me
Leaving the guilt behind
I'm not gonna take the blame
Got too far to go to be carrying stones
When I roll away

I'm traveling light
No baggage this time
And no bitter memories
Weighing on my mind
I'm facing the wind
And I'm ready to fly
Anywhere my heart takes me tonight
I'm traveling light

It might be another town
It might take a year or two
But I'll find what I lost
And I'll have what I thought I had with you
It could be an uphill fight
Or maybe a winding road
All I really know is for me
There's only one way to go

I'm traveling light
No baggage this time
And no bitter memories
Weighing on my mind
I'm facing the wind
And I'm ready to fly
Anywhere my heart takes me tonight
I'm traveling light

I'm facing the wind
And I'm ready to fly
Anywhere my heart takes me tonight
I'm traveling light
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Today I learnt that turtles always win to rabbits.
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Listening to: Coldcut - Autumn Leaves
Reading: Getting Rid Of Matthew (OK, OK, I am a terribly slow reader...)
Watching: America's Next Top Model Cycle 12, Episode 9
Playing: MyBrute
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Since you went away,
The days grow long,
And soon I'll hear cold winter songs.
But I miss you most of all, my darling,
When autumn leaves start to fall.
(Coldcut - Autumn Leaves)
*Click to download song.

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