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History


 We write history every day. Our own, personal, tiny kind of history.
It's small, but it's still history. A small line on an enormous white piece of paper. A tiny colorful line that happens to intersect other tiny lines on its path. A microscopical line that gets lost in the infinity.
It's funny, really. 'History' is such a big word. It encompasses such a vast volume of grandness and greatness and eternity. And we, as human beings, represent these tiny dots that you can't even tell apart from a fair distance. Yet we, insignificant creatures, write history every second. We, trivial animated things, are capable of excellence. Through our thoughts, words and actions.
And I have to admit, such an idea is kind of hard to ingest. On the other hand, it also creates a rather haunting sensation of randomness. Maybe even chaos.
It is random indeed - all of it. When we're born, who our parents are and what they've done with their lives up to that point, who their parents were and how each and every one of these people has been raised. How we're being raised. How other incidents happen to occur around us. How these incidents affect us. Our each and every choice. Every single word we utter. Every smile we smile and tear we cry. Every road we take, and every story we write without even realizing. And then there are all these people that enter our life by choice or chance. The way they act, talk, think, respond to random factors, actions, words. Their dreams and goals - short term or long term.
Our dreams. Each and every little dream or ideal that we develop.
All these things, and so many others, when turned into reality, create the world as we know it. Right now. This very second. And from this very point, it falls into our hands to write the rest of it. All the history that's left unwritten. Every single letter of it.
So, just how capable do *you* feel to write history?

Goodbye.


Tears falling from the sky
All those leaves sayin' "Goodbye!"
In a world of loneliness
Where's the dream of happiness?
Snowflakes cutting thick cold air
No one else is left to dare
Killing love was the last act
Now we all have to accept the fact
That remembering love songs
Is the last thing that belongs
In here, down here
In a nightmare of fear.

Tears pouring down the street
Made an ocean our last meet
But the pain from your dark eyes
That - I couldn't think it lies
It would talk about forever
About things you can remember
About you and me together
About lives becoming better
About lies that will end never
That was our last meeting ever.

Tears shaping your cold body
Couldn't it have been somebody
Else laying here in my arms
Keep you far from any harms
My tears wouldn't wash the blood
My regrets wouldn't cover the mud
Of death, a trip without an ending
But we all have to accept the bidding
A bet we lose and have to pay
Without asking why it has to be that way
We pay and close our eyes forever
Just hoping this and that will never
Turn out to be wrong ways to "better"
'Cause "Goodbye!" will be our ever.

Uncomplicated.


'Your T-shirt lost its smell of you
And the bathroom's still a mess.
Remind me why we decided this was for the best.'

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'No hard feelings but there's nothing left
No point in crying
And dying and
Running around.'
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Rory: Dean.
Dean: What?
Rory: Wait!
Dean: Why?
Rory: Because I love you, you idiot.
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Today I learnt that not even a good joke can always save you.
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Listening to: Meredith Brooks - Bitch
Reading: Getting Rid Of Matthew
Watching: Better Off Ted Season 1, Episode 5
Playing: MyBrute
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I hate the world today
You're so good to me, I know
But I can't change
Tried to tell you but you looked at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
(Meredith Brooks - Bitch)
*Click to download song.

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